falling falling falling

falling falling falling
will this pass like it did before?
expressing from my pores is the difference this time
feeling feeling feeling
a connection so tight
that it is warm and open wide
deeper deeper deeper
a spiral into this small opening
of a ever expanding void

I have fallin into you
and now it is unknown

not to give

why do i feel this
everything must be this way
i am caring far to much
and seeing for what truly is
it is not mine to choose
believing that i am right
showing the way
of the something that i crave
wanting and wanting it whole
not to give or to give in.