immediate shift

the immediate shift , one hit of sid, surrounded by krishna environment,
sit to take a smoke then----- gone , into the wiring on the back of the board,
i went into heaven (what ever it was), one main ball of energy , surrounded by millions of other smaller balls, center ball (god) , smaller balls (us), inside the balls are all of our lives that we have lived, all happening at once, but we are only aware of one at a time, but during this process
i became to the full awareness of a constant consciousness, i could see it all at once , no ending no beginning , just now, always.